dreamer

舞台上的感动有多少人感受过
多少人会了解...

我在舞台上表演过 不过那已经是幼儿园的时候了
是穿着白色的蓬蓬裙噢 x)
还有一直星星的仙女棒!

小学..几乎跟舞台完全脱离了关系
有渴望 有期待 有幻想
可是都被 害羞 没勇气 的心情给打压下去了

中学..
初中一 进了舞蹈团
退团原因: 没有去练习
没去练习的原因: 被选了上台表演 没胆量 不敢去练习
白痴!!
我就是对自己没信心 觉得自己不好看
==..头! 脸! 怎么那么大!! omg..LOL

要不是在日新独中被班歌表演的强迫
我不可能再在舞台上表演~
我有偷偷享受过这过程噢..跟朋友一起演出的时候
小心翼翼的 暗自里小小的享受

明星梦~
小时候就有啦!
可是我没有''料''
我想为自己加很多''料''

基本的样貌就..怎么办?!
没得加啊..除非整形==
可我就是那种怕任何关于医院的东西的人
要我躺在那边给医生割一下 抽一下 拉一下
我的天啊! 杀了我比较快

歌声..?
自认不会五音不全
可我也不是天籁!
去死阿!!!

跳舞.....可以叫我同手同脚的白痴==
不过我相信这个是可以练的!
所以我决定了要跟朋友去学 哈哈

还要学韩语 跟朋友~
日语呢..妈妈说学了也不错
英文....有待加强!! 真讨厌==!!

讲了那么多...只要想到妈妈的一句话
''不要想不可能的东西''
...wahhh~ 几hurt啊!!
妈妈怎么可以破坏女儿的梦想啦啦啦!
假假鼓励我一下也好嘛...

这样又弄到我很想证明我也能!!
想过毕业后要怎样一边读书 一边实现我的梦想
最新的想法是去韩国读书
在发梦自己被SM公司选到
进去traning!
wow!太完美了
不过想到我不懂能不能顾好学业...
毕竟我不懂自己会不会红..搞不好就失业了==

不管未来做什么..
加油吧!!
16岁的我写给未来的我...

<3

Until You

yesterday go Gurney shopping and hear tio this song..
long time dint listen ady~ nice..super duper nice..love it :*

Until You - Shayne Ward

baby life was good to me but you just made it better
I love the way it stand by me through any kind of weather
i don't wanna run away
just wanna make your day
when you feel the world is on your shoulders
don't wanna make it worse
just wanna make us work
baby tell me I will do whatever

it feels like nobody ever knew me until u knew me
feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
baby nobody nobody
until you

baby it just took what here with and now I'm addicted
you never know what's missing to you get the thing u needed yeah
i don't wanna run away
just wanna make your day
when you feel the world is on your shoulders
i don't wanna make it worse
just wanna make us work
baby tell me I will do whatever

it feels like nobody ever knew me until u knew me
feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
baby nobody nobody
until you

say you're wise enough to know
if I ever let you go
I would be no one
cause I never thought i'd feel
all the things u made me feel
was looking for someone
Ha until you

it feels like nobody ever knew me until u knew me
feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
baby nobody nobody

it feels like nobody ever knew me until u knew me
feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
baby nobody nobody
nobody
nobody
until you

♥